I wonder sometimes about prayer. I want to pray for the things I need, but should I even bother when there are so many out there who are more deserving? I feel like saying "Jesus, I'll take your help but help those other guys first." It's kind of like holding open a door for an unending stream of people. I need to get through that door too, but not until everyone else has gone through. I know it sounds admirable, but is it? I know I'm an undeserving ass. So... not really.